We can start to train our attention in little ways. How
long can we look at an object in front of us without intrusions? What do we mean by
intrusions? Anything which has to do with something other than the object of our attention
is an intrusion-whether it be mental, psychic, emotional, visual, perceptual or
sensational. It doesnt make any difference what it is. Anything which is not the
intended object of our directed attention but which could potentially distract us from our
purpose is technically an intrusion. So how long can we look at an object without an
intrusion? Not a very long time-which means our attention is weak.
There are many names for this single-pointed consciousness and attention which have
been used to express this idea throughout a variety of spiritual traditions-from early
Egyptian metaphysical writings, pre-Socratic Greek philosophers and mystics, to Buddhism,
Hinduism, Sufism, and all the way to medieval monasticism including St. Thomas Aquinas.
The question behind all these names is whether or not we are able to maintain our
attention without any interruptions on nothing other than the chosen object of our
attention. Are we able to look at something, just that, and do nothing but that?
When we can do that, then we can move on to more ambitious projects. For example,
reading a book. The only way we normally keep our attention on a book is through interest.
But can we read a book that we are not interested in, and keep our attention on it as if
we were interested in it?
Interest guides and pulls the attention; that is not a work attention. If we are just
attentive to something because we are interested, then we missed the point entirely. We
must be able to put our attention where we want it, and keep it there without intrusions,
for as long as we wish to do so-that can be hours or months or years-to the exclusion of
everything else.
There is an important distinction between attention and awareness. Though our attention
may be exclusively on something, we can be aware of everything else at the same time.
Attention is specific, awareness is general. Awareness is never specific. And attention is
never general. So, we can put our attention on an object, but be aware of the environment.
If we do not do that then we are either stupid, sick, blind, foolish, or all of the above.
When we become inattentive, we do stupid things. When the machine is asleep, stupid
things happen. It seems as if inattention and sleep have something to do with one another.
The clue is that attention comes from the essential self. The essential self is the source
of attention. The loss of attention can come from two different causes. The first cause is
that the essential self has ceased to be a source of attention for the moment. For one
reason or other, it is no longer invoking its own presence and it has lost its attention.
Presence and attention fall under the category of will which means that they are
completely in the voluntary range. In other words, there is no such thing as involuntary
attention and involuntary presence.
The essential self must take action in order for them to appear because they have to be
roused. We either invoke our presence or we dont. It wont get invoked on its
own. The essential self has to decide to gather attention and presence, move them around,
bring them down, or increase their scope and range. However, attention can never achieve
the kind of range that awareness can include, although a lot can be done with it.
Awareness is one of the attentions of the machine. The machine has several different
types of attention. The word attention is misleading because we use it for the essential
self and for the machine. We should have a different name for both, but language is
limited and there is no other word that we can really use. It would be better to say
machine awareness and essential self attention, although this is an artificial
distinction. Technically speaking, we could say that attention only refers to what the
essential self does.